The axe wielder

qwe

2009-11-16T22:47:00.002+08:00

WOOOOO back~
Flooded with lots of work to do and that's life.
Jammed with jem darren and ken last sunday.
Which was quite good~despite the fact that I had became rusty alr.
but the session was good.improvised over smoke on the water(it's a bloody hell solo-ing track).just don't sing over it.
Did highway to hell too..easy,nice and sweet.hoping to jam soon.
Fucking lots of issues to settle.Damn sian.

2009-09-24T00:21:00.001+08:00

When you put in your best effort and people don't even care.
What a joke.

LOL
When no matter what you do it's fine with people.

xool

2009-09-22T19:17:00.002+08:00

Pierced my nose again today.
Other than piercing ear.
Don't get pierced by a gun.
Ear studs are made for ears only.
It will spoil tissues if you use it on other parts or your body.

Anyway.
Stuck with this stupid attachment
as a promoter
promoting gps.
not well known.
expect us to sell at least 2 each other.
Venue:NTUC at AMK hub
shift:four 12 to 9 shift,one 9 to 9 shift
Friday,Saturday,Sunday and holiday no off.
2 off days any day from monday to thursday.
Auntie uncle come buy from me please.
As for school side.
I have nothing to say.

till 16th.I'll have no life everyday single day

freak

2009-09-06T16:24:00.000+08:00

You have to think this way.
You think that way,people ask you to grow up.
People are used to thinking in a way that every other people does.
You start to doubt,people fear and outcast you.
They don't accept your point of view or even consider what you had said.
I just hope sometimes people do try to listen and understand.
I kinda hate it when people classify my thinking as immature.
A single comment crashed 21 years of thoughts.

ITP

2009-09-06T13:28:00.000+08:00

People are doing their job to earn money.Not because they love their jobs anymore.
People in the past cook in passion.Trim your hair like it's an art.
Feel proud in providing you excellent service.
Now as you can see.Most are not even willing to do a good job,
not at least do what's within their responsibility.
Everything here has turned into a business organization,
they do what they do for money and if there's any chance,
they will do everything to do less or make their work more easier.
Victims are powerless people or people with little authority.
Some had forgot the feeling of putting their heart into doing something they chose to do.
Sometimes I hope I wouldn't be here in this planet.
Yes it's true.Money makes the world go round.....brainlessly and heartlessly.
Human beings are turning into selfish creatures that kill and destroy for their own purpose.
There's more to come.

=)

2009-08-29T21:50:00.000+08:00

It's like holding a hand full of sands in your palm.
You let too loose,
it falls through your fingers.
If you hold too hard.
It slips away too.

tired

2009-08-25T00:38:00.001+08:00

How would you feel.
If you give 100%.
and you still can't do it right.
You give all you got,
tried your best
adapt to everything.
And you still wrong.
How ironic

im sad

2009-08-20T20:45:00.000+08:00

I'll do anything for a smile,Holding you till our time is done
We both know the day will come,but I don't wanna leave you

Quoted from :Seize the day-Avenged Sevenfold

hahaa

2009-08-20T20:38:00.000+08:00

09/09/09

2pm

Yamaha Lead Guitar Grade 9

One of these nights
Lead piece
Sight reading(notes/chord)
2 exercise from book
E Major natural scale
E Major Pentatonic scale
5 Pentatonic scale Pattern

can't smile without you

2009-08-15T17:09:00.000+08:00

You know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

You came along just like a song
And brightened my day
Who would have believed that you were part of a dream
Now it all seems light years away

And now you know I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel sad when you're sad
I feel glad when you're glad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile

Now some people say happiness takes so very long to find
Well, I'm finding it hard leaving your love behind me

And you see I can't smile without you
I can't smile without you
I can't laugh and I can't sing
I'm finding it hard to do anything
You see I feel glad when you're glad
I feel sad when you're sad
If you only knew what I'm going through
I just can't smile without you

=)

hahaha

2009-08-13T18:13:00.002+08:00

School is soooooooooo busy~
exams coming soon attachment straight after exam.
After attachment semester starts againnnnnn.
Anywayyyyy...I'm happy~~~~~=)

Sian

2009-08-08T14:48:00.000+08:00

Time really flies recently.
I think I'm getting real olddddddd
Anyway, school really do pisses me off.lol
I like to feel you smile=)=)=)

bitch

2009-08-03T02:24:00.001+08:00

Life's been a bitch

Life

2009-08-03T02:21:00.000+08:00

I don't want to live like an ant..
die living to work.
It's bloody meaningless.
I want to discard all this useless things
I just want to live life my own happy way.
Fuck my life

Sick

2009-07-17T21:41:00.001+08:00

I'm really very very sick right now...
I hate body aches.
I hate fever.
I hate coughing.
I can't sleep at night.
I feel so miserable

sad

2009-07-11T02:08:00.002+08:00

I don't like my life now.
I hate multi-tasking.
I don't want to split my life into 2 parts.
School...which takes up more than half of my time.
Music..which I really want to do and don't have the time to do.
And I find myself unable to cope with this 2 things.
And,If I include other activities like going out and stuff.
I feel like an orange turning into orange juice.
Life here sucks

Restless

2009-06-19T03:42:00.001+08:00

Don't know why....I feel so restless recently~~
=(

Jamming

2009-06-14T19:55:00.003+08:00

Jamming today was good!
Improvised and sort of came up with a original..
Hope to complete it soon!!!
Just need to record down rhythm part and send it for drumming and bassing..
Then i can add on my lead into it~~
Should be able to finish it within a month~~wulala~~
And I seriously need to buck up....
I'm so slack!!!!
ANYWAY...I NEED Garageband!!!!!!

lol so much for changing

2009-06-01T00:56:00.002+08:00

Life is like a game.With no save point,no easy mode,
no map(that allows you to know where you are heading),
no objective menu(just in case you never wondered about what is the purpose of you living your life).
You can basically think of it as a person trying to walk out of a maze blindfolded.
You never know what is right and wrong,adding to the confusion is the rules and regulations of higher power that states that it is the right thing to do.
So you try to learn,from those things and happenings available to you,then you gather all this information,classify them as right or wrong.
In the end,not everyone is right,they are just right in their own world,society.
And its so boring to blog about this~
I want to do the things i want to do in life!!!!

FUCK YOU

2009-05-17T22:38:00.000+08:00

FUCK YOU

Look inside,
Look inside your tiny mind
Now look a bit harder
Cause we're so uninspired,
so sick and tired of all the
hatred you harbor

So you say
It's not okay to be gay
Well I think you're just evil
You're just some racist who
can't tie my laces
Your point of view is medieval

Fuck you (Fuck you)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't translate
And it's getting quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Do you get,
Do you get a little kick out of
being slow minded?
You want to be like your father
It's approval your after
Well that's not how you find it

Do you,
Do you really enjoy living a
life that's so hateful?
Cause there's a hole where
your soul should be
Your losing control of it and
it's really distasteful

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck you, Fuck you, Fuck you,
Fuck yooooou

You say
You think we need to go to war
well you're already in one
Cause it's people like you
who need to get slew
No one wants your opinion

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause we hate what you do
And we hate your whole crew
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you (Fuck You)
Fuck you very, very much
Cause your words don't
translate and it's getting
quite late
So please don't stay in touch

Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you
Fuck you, Fuck you

2009-05-12T21:09:00.002+08:00

Maintaining and managing a human relationship is always so exhausting and tiring
especially those relationship which one don't feel much importance of like
Classmates,workmates and so on..
First thing to realize is that some people are just plain stubborn....
They can't accept other opinion
can't accept differences
Choose to work or act the way they like.....
They demand,request...but put no effort in helping at all.

MUSIC

2009-05-05T01:05:00.003+08:00

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!
PRACTICE PRACTICE AND MORE PRACTICE
My fingers needs to move even faster~~
And everyone have to buck up man~~
Whens our gig coming...
When bassist is fixed and we are set to go
Come on everyone~MOVE!!

School

2009-04-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

School is BORINGGGGGG~
I have to wake up at 6 every morning and drag myself to school
Take a super long and packed train journey to school
Seriously school drains the energy out of me man~~
ARRRGGGGHHHH!!!

grade 10!!

2009-04-17T03:10:00.002+08:00

YAY!!!I got my cert during lesson today~~~~
Aiming for grade 9 this sept!!!!
Hope I'm able to make it on time!!!
By the way,the cert look very cartoon.(I expected it to be like very grand or classical-like)
Never mind.....for now.....I'm a grade 10 guitarist!!!!
wulala~~

Laziness

2009-04-16T13:43:00.000+08:00

School is gonna start soooonnn~haiiiiiiizzzz
And I'm so lazy to blog recently~~
I shall do so after my lesson later~
wulala~~

GREAT!

2009-04-11T07:09:00.001+08:00

I PASSED MY GRADE 10~WOOOOTTT...
Finally~~!!!I have a grade~
I will practice harder and prepare for grade 9!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-07T23:50:00.000+08:00

I'm stuck in the never ending cycle....

Technics

2009-04-02T00:52:00.003+08:00

I always hear what people says about life and it certainly makes me wonder.
People often agree that most people who are famous or good in what they do
have something called "talent" or "they are born with it"
I totally disagree with that.
"Talent" do make a difference in life.
BUT...it's just a very minor element that we don't have to actually care about it.
I hate it when people gave up halfway and say "I can't do it,he's got more talent than me and I can't do anything about it"
Anyway,what I felt is that "talent" is not something we should care about,what really matters is "technics".
I realize that,no matter what issues are you talking about, anything in life,
everything you can name,requires technics.(ok i think there's a typo somewhere and I can't find it.irritating)
And the reason people pay more attention to "talent" than "technic" is because of a very simple,a very very very very simple reason,and I think everyone should agree with me.
"Talent" actually means that you have that ability to do that task you are talking about and you can effortlessly achieve the maximum results.
And "technic" means a method or a way to achieve that effect but,it requires you to put in effort and gain that technic. It's a form of knowledge that lets you solve the issue that the technic is meant to resolve.
People deny effort and technics cause they search for a easier and better method to solve the problem instantly and in this case they turn to talent.
Using it as a excuse to not put in any effort and work for their goals,they can easily fail and blame it all on the lack of talent in their life, and this leads to laziness.
Laziness occurs when human are having a good life due to technology and machines taking over the roles of human manual hard work in life.
So when human have their task lighten day by day,this leads to a greediness for more relaxation
as they know that there is something else that can do the work that they are required to do.
As human being progress through history,we can see that as time passes by,new inventions and discoveries are making human doing as little things as possible,in this case the things refers to what they are supposed to do and lets call it the survival.so human turned to another direction of "things" to do,so what we have,they leave those task to machines and aids and they spend time causing trouble to other human being,making everyone a pain in everyone's arse.
You know the usual "This land is mine" ,"I fight in the name of my people".
And I should not talk so much about this as it is quite a sensitive issues.
So back to technics,example,you don't have to have the talent to cook.
you just have to learn how too!!make sense?Learning how to cook,is gaining a new technic.
The same to driving a vehicle,who is talented to drive,it all goes back to practice and effort which leads you to technic.After a long period of practice you will eventually gain that technic.
Every single thing in life,requires a technic,even communication,you need to know how to talk to people like having the correct manners and everything and again,it's a communication technic.
There is always a certain way or should I say a certain guideline that leads to the proper handling of things in life which is called technics.
It requires a lot to gain all this technics,you need to have a open mind,so you can explore what ways or solution that can handle a certain situation.
Mostly people are blinded by their own stubbornness,ego and pride,refusing to accept the fact that they have failed and had done wrong to have such a result.
Therefore it stopped them to continue gaining more technics in life.
That's why people fail much more when they became older as they find it hard to accept new ideas and solution that never even existed when they came across the same issue years ago.
So there is no need to feel sad that you are unable to achieve certain things,just refresh your mind,think of what had gone wrong and find a new way or solution,gain that technic.

2009-03-28T01:18:00.001+08:00

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These's streets we traveled on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'll do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
(a melody, a memory, or just one PICTURE)

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(guitar solo)

So what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again? Whooooah
So I never want to leave you and the memories OF us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time You lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over
Trials in life, questions of us existing here
Don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home) x2

(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)
(Silence, you lost me-- no chance for one more day)

DMC

2009-03-23T15:06:00.003+08:00

Watched alot of movies recently although I'm like really broke..
I watched Watchman,Coming soon,Race to Witch Mountain,Push,DragonBall
My Bloody valentine.
BUT......movie nowadays really can't make it..
Watchman was too draggy,too much talking no action.
Coming soon,not scary at all and the whole movie had no goal,it's just a show to witness all the killings by the "ghost".
Push was still ok,a common kind of a movie,nothing special came out of it.
My bloody Valentine was alright,with the scary background music and the 3D effects,
it is still watchable despite the movie was filled with just cheap thrills.
Dragonball,normal,and it's kinda weird to see goku as a Ang Moh.
Finally,watched DMC.
It's NICE!
Finally a show that i feel worth paying for!!Woot!!Go watch it~!!!GO TO DMC!GO TO DMC!!!

2009-03-19T06:49:00.001+08:00

Singapore Polytechnic 2008/2009 S2 Examination Results

Student ID: 0869342
Name: CHEN ZHENGAN

Module Code - Grade
-------------------
ST505A - B
ET081Z - A
LC131Z - DIST
SP0301 - B
MS410Z - C
ET101Z - C
ET0085 - D
ET080Z - D

Woot!!!!I passed year 1!!!!
Hope to pass year 2 too~
wulala~~

2009-03-18T00:44:00.002+08:00

My clock is turned totally...I sleep at around 7am and wake up before 11 pm.
And I'm so lack of sleep.
My string snaps today while jamming..
Oh no!!!!!!!!!!!bad omen!!
Hope nothing bad happens.
I need to get a new pack of strings and a tuner.

2009-03-18T00:43:00.001+08:00

Grade 10 is coming !!!!on Friday!!!
woot~hope that i can pass...seriously.
I have put in my best effort already!

go!

2009-03-09T01:22:00.002+08:00

Jamming today isn't bad.
Just that all of us needs practice!
Hmm.....overall...still ok lahhhhhhhhhhhh.
Anyway went to watch watchman with my friends and....
I almost fell asleep!
What is a superhero movie with so many conversation and so little action!
I was expecting something better~
It's ok.
And friendly fire hurts like mad!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fresh

2009-03-08T04:39:00.001+08:00

I pressed reset button.
Hope it applies to my life too.
I want to restart everything.
-.-